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Loved Ones

by Satori

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Maintain control but can’t get a grip Watching the ground for the next time I slip Can’t seem to win staring straight at the light Life brought a gun to a fist fight Try to get inspired when I’m singing but the sun is in my eyes and I can’t see where I’m swinging I won't let you hold me down, or pull me under. I will never drown. In one ear and out the other. Should I turn this up for you? I've got nothing to prove. I've got nothing to lose. I've got nothing. Feeling alone cause I can’t see what’s right in my face Alone in this feeling, has anyone been in this place? Down to the depths Dragged into the void Praying for release and the absence of noise Can’t save myself Can’t save them Can’t help the feeling When will it end? Can’t trust myself Can’t trust them Give into the feeling Is this how it ends?
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Bastard 01:46
Screaming at the sky for some answers. Why do I feel like we've been abandoned? Everybody's looking for a way out, a place to begin or maybe an end. Always in denial, it's never the same. You don't know me or what's in my brain. We turn addict to numb all the pain. It's never gone, it's just been replaced. If god is real, why is he faking love? Come down and save your bastard sons. Blind eye, face what we've become. We can't cope when we're on our own. Your children are dying, but you don't even see them Burn down heaven just so we'll be even Downhill since the day you left You gave us chemicals to clean up the mess
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Harmony 02:49
Wave of regret, crippling doubt I suffer myself only so long as it helps Rush to the head left me open I'm never myself, i'm never well Hollow inside, I feel it somehow Is my maker on my side? I can't even tell I'm sure somehow I'll find him hollow as well. Ooh. Ooh. Suffer me, sweet release. Cold, I lay in agony. Suffer well, betray myself. Cutting ties with all I need. Seek the comfort of the Earth. Believe in nothing, return to dirt. Reached the end of my own accord. Suffering is over, harmony from this discord.
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Get A Grip 02:37
Everybody's always trying to take a piece of me. Let me breath. Let me be. Are you blind? Can't you see? I'm stuck in a cycle that you placed on me. How do I break out? I just want to be free. How do I save you when I can't save me? How do I love when I've lost that part? How to move forward when I can't move on? Selfish, I know. I heard. But I can't keep giving when I'm running on empty. You just keep taking. Give me a break before I break, please. You can't expect me just to take it all on. Can't expect me to always be strong. You can't accept that maybe you were wrong, and maybe I just needed you to lean on. Stuck in a hole and you just keep digging. Losing myself in a life with no meaning. Why weren't you there where I needed? I just want to feel without feeling. Telling myself to get a grip. Take control of me. But this thing's got a hold on me.

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released July 1, 2020

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